2010 HC and non-existent phobias

So, House Concerts are finally over. My 3rd house concerts ever. It's quite freaky, you know. How I've been living in Australia for 3 years already. And I can still remember the very first day I arrived here on the plane. Still can't comprehend the fact that life moves so fast. Tessa's going to Uni is 2 years. Now, THAT is scary. I can still remember when we were both little girls prancing around in our primary school uniform; tying our hair in pigtails. Am I already that old? I'm only, what? 13? To be 14 in 2 months? Wow, I've already celebrated 13 birthdays? Okay, kinda moved off the main subject. So anyway, I'm sorta glad House Concerts is over I guess. That means I finally get to spend lunchtimes with my friends again. Which is a good thing. lol. Don't laugh, but sometimes, I get scared that if I do too much at school (musicals, plays, sport and such), and don't spend enough time hanging out with my friends, we'll drift apart? And I won't be part of the group anymore. I know, it's ridiculous. But it's another one of my deep dark secret fears which I keep in a little box in my heart. Buried. Mostly. Except occasionally it floats to the surface. Like "that" time last year. But for now, I'm good. Good's good. I'll worry about my worries when they get here. Take one day at a time, right? There's enough to worry about in a day without me worrying about what's going to happen in Term 3. Outlook. Damn. I blurted it out. Ah well, I guess I don't really mind if I do it alone. Like Tess said, it's community service. To HELP people. Not to have fun yourself. Though I'm quite scared of taking public transport alone. And trying to get to some place alone. I have a fear of getting lost. Huh, phobias. I can be a real wimp sometimes. Tommy