24 hour delayed flight

So, I'm in the airport again. lol. It's currently 1.37am Malaysian time. I'm in the Singapore airport. Funny how I only get Internet access in airports. Anywho, this was our plan Malaysia>Singapore>Japan (Hokkaido)>Japan (tokyo). Problem? Our flight to Singapore got delayed and now we have to spend a day here instead of the 3 hours or so. Okay that was last night. Had to leave to the airport. lol. We got to the hotel room at like 3.00am. All my aunt's and uncle's were very dissatisfied. Because we were supposed to be at Japan right now. At a really expensive 5 star hotel. (thanks to me grandfather) So technically, MAS airlines should have compensated for all of this lost time and joy. To make things worse, Aunty Nancy's family already got on the flight to Japan and are there now... So when we got to the hotel room, we were so tired that we just plonked ourselves wherever and grabbed whatever (bathrobe) and just slept. Funny, I was quite happy because I was still spending time with everyone and BUFFET BREAKFAST this morning. But still. All the MAS staff have been lying a whole lot to save themselves money. Hellooo, customer service! I'm slightly blur so if this whole thing doesn't make sense. Then. Well. I'll explain it later. Hehe. Stuffed to the brim with buffet breakfast. Erica

Airport

Right now,

It's exactly 1.30am. On the 17th of December. I'm at the airport on the way to Malaysia. My eyes are a little watery from the tiredness, but the lights are bright. I think that they're designed to keep you awake. lol. Okay I'm rambling.

Anyways, the guy at the desk who was checking if our faces matched our passport faces seemed slightly irritated. He didn't really show it. I'd like to think that I was good at reading his expression and body language. Buuuut I might be completely wrong. Meh.

I'm just talking about random stuff right now. So. Yeah. This computer has a nice keyboard. It feels nice to type and has a nice sound and the right resistance when you type on it. :D Oh gosh. I'm reeeaaally random right now. Oh, did I mention the mouse is sort of rectangular?

Uh oh. Mum just called. Gotta run.

MALAYSIA HERE I COME!

TimTan

Wondering

Ok. Fine.

So I’m selfish. A freaking selfish little brat who thinks about no one but herself and what she herself is going through. Me me me me mememememememeME.

Ugh. MY thoughts. MY feelings. MY problems. But what do you expect me to do? Huh? I’m not God okay. I’m not perfect. I have flaws. Endless flaws.

And now my sister wouldn’t even care if I died. Oh but then that’s about me too. The world seems to revolve around me these days.

Oh and funny how not too long ago, that same sister was jealous because she thought I was perfect. Popular. Pretty. No wait. That makes sense. Of course she would want me dead. Sad thing is, none of the things she was jealous of were true. All just twisted because of her own low self esteem of herself.

She thinks no one cares too. That’s probably part of it. The self esteem thing, I mean. Gosh, how ironic. I was always the one that was jealous of her. She has always been and still is the pretty one. The one with a best best best friend forever as well as many others. And the one that was always oh-so happy.

This family is so stuffed up it isn’t even funny. Everyone’s going crazy. But then it’ll all be fine again tomorrow morning. Only to repeat itself.

The screaming. The fighting. You know, it’s always been only verbal fighting. But I guess not anymore. What happened to the happy people in those photos of us in Malaysia? The photos we were looking at just, huh, a few hours ago. So much can change in a mere 3 hours.

Trying not to think it, but I can’t help it.

What would happen if I really died? I really want to know. Would it even make a difference?

Oh it’s hilarious. You should see me when I’m bawling my eyes out. My nose goes extremely pink.

With an extremely pink nose, Erica

Btw, this was last night.

God's Sense of Humour

Oh gosh. God, you really do have a sense of humour... SO ironic. Hilariously ironic actually. So, this is what happened. We were playing Poker as a family. And I was losing. Like horribly. I actually completely lost all my chips and had to get a new set of chips because I was getting bored and I wanted to play. For the entire game, I didn't win even one game. And then, at the end, when I was about to lose all my chips again, I was like what the heck and went all in. Everyone else also went all in after a few cards came out. I won. All of it. LOL. I had 5 spades, Jonathan had a triple 3, and Dad had 2 doubles. So for the whole entire game, I didn't even win ONE round. But the one round I did win was the last one. When everything was at stake. Okay, so it might not sound as a big a deal when you type it all out and read. It's one of those things you really have to experience. Maybe God's trying to tell me that my sometimes seemingly sucky life is just a small part. And I'll win it all back, and more. Perspective. Maybe. Erica

Non-class Programs

So, Today was an interesting, out-of-the-ordinary day. In the morning we did Aqua Aerobics (erh. not great. was not in the mood for swimming. but then again, i never am..) and then Self Defence. :D It was fun. He was telling us how our best defence weapon is our brain. And our body weapons are only our last resort. Anyways, we had to say 'KIAI' as we threw our kicks and palms (they weren't punches). And now I reeeally want to try it on an actual person.. Hip Hop was fun too. :D And finally, we went to an Elderly Home to entertain them for about half an hour. As a form. We did the Grinch! And sang Christmas Carols. My heart tweaked slightly when I saw them. They looked so old and vulnerable.. At least we brought a smile to a few here and there. I don't want to grow old. o.o Hey, it's a 'what happened' post, instead of a 'thinking too much' post. I used to have a lot more 'what happened' posts compared to 'thinking too much' posts. Wonder what changed.. TimTan