Collection of Thoughts

Ugh, 14 is a stupid age. Hate it. Well, right now anyway. I feel young and kid-ish. People my age can be cruel. I feel short, disproportioned, squinty eyed, in need of a haircut and... I don't know. Out of place. Sometimes, smiling can be so draining. It just. Well, drains up energy. Cheerfulness just seeps it like some sort of vacuum. I wish I could punch jealousy in the face. See, this is another thing that eats you up from the inside. I'm sick of being a moody little teenager. I'm not trying to be mean. Really. Not up to a social gathering where I have to put on a bright happy smiley cheerful face and talk and laugh and talk more. Well, time to be happy again. Or maybe for the first time, I won't be able to do it. And I'll just stay in this sullen mood. No, actually, I think I'll manage. As always. I'm slightly annoyed with myself for that. Hm. Me

Friends came over

Yesterday, Technically the first day of the holidays if you don't count the weekend. WHOOO. HOLIDAYS! Right. So. I shall start with the happenings of the day. Viv and Isabel came over. Isabel came early, as per usual. lol. Dw Isabel, I actually don't mind. :P And we played MapleStory! Yay. Yes, I'm hooked again, which can't be a good thing. But who really cares? And Viv, I don't care what is wrong with your computer, but you are going to MAKE MAPLE WORK. :D Then, we walked to Mt Waverley Village (no shorter name I don't think) for lunch. It actually isn't thaaaat far. lol. Omgsh, the curry pie from Swiss bakery was yummy. The pastry was all crisp and buttery and unhealthy. But oh well. Viv decided to go healthy and eat Subway. BUT she broke the healthiness with Subway cookies. But that's okay. She was generous and shared. :D Got home and watched Inception. I would have killed the phone. Seriously. It just kept ringing and disrupting my Inception watching-ness. And then, I had to walk to get Jon from school because Dad wasn't gonna be home in time. Only when I got there, I met them there. -.- At least I didn't have to walk all the way home again... Oh oh. Funny bit. First, Isabel's mum picked her up. Then, Mum drove Viv to the bus stop. On the way back from the bus stop, my phone rang. It was Viv. 'OMG, I LEFT MY CHARGER IN YOUR HOUSE! GET IT GET IT GET IT!!' Yes. Seconds later after I hung up, the phone rang again. It was Isabel. 'Omg. I left my charger and laptop at your house. Coming over soon.' ... Rushed to get Viv's charger. Drove down and thankfully, her bus hadn't come yet. Gave Viv her charger. Got home. A while after, Isabel sneakily arrived without me noticing took her stuff and I only caught her on the way out. Dude, if I didn't see her, I would have thought her stuff disappeared into thin air... Okay day. TimTan

Thank God You're Here

Today, Was another averagely good-ish day. We watched She's the man in English. And erm. Yeah. In assembly, (our first in ages. not that I care that much) Mr Argall mentioned something about Thank God You're Here. I don't remember much, but I just wanna say. THANK GOD YOU'RE HERE! That includes everyone in my life who has, in any stage, made me smile/laugh/feel better/have the fuzzy warm feeling inside/happy/feel loved etc. Or just been there for me. You know who you are. xP Oh, I was interviewed today for an inter school scholarship. I was nervous, but I felt better when I found out it was just 3 friendly, smiley old ladies who were PLC old collegians. They asked about Dame Nelly Melba. I failed. I said she was some plane person but she was an opera singer. I KNEW THAT. I just couldn't remember it. Idk why. Don't ask. Oh. Last Friday, we had a flute day. Which was fun. OMG. I went so high during the masterclass type thing. 2 cupcakes, carrot cake with ICING and banana cake. Hmmm. Not so good for me. But OH so delicious. I apologize for lack of photos. Melissa and Cynthia looked at me weirdly because I kept randomly doing random things. :P Life goes on. Oh nice line. I like that line. I shall repeat it. Life goes on. TimTan

Liar liar.

You can lie to me all you damn want. Just stop lying to yourself. Throwing silent tantrums. It's so hard to rid frustration silently. Without the help of loud bangs and screams. Forgive 7x7 times. Gah. Help. Gosh, why can't you just admit it? Blatantly obvious, but you don't want to see it. This is so not good for me. Me.

Spring 2010

Pinch, punch, first day of the month. So that was yesterday. But whatever.. I didn't have time to blog. Anyway, so it was the first day of spring, though it was rainy and didn't look like it. Today was more like spring. Sunny blue, almost cloudless sky. What happened? Well, it was just a normal Wednesday at school. Jessie dragged me to Anime Club, but something didn't work. We ended up spending the rest of lunch there anyways. Lulu shared some of her blood orange. Ohmygosh it was like. purple. and the juice was like. purply red. like blood. It tasted like a normal orange, but had a slight berry flavour. It was interesting. :P Today was also a normal good-ish okay day. Lunch was fun. Bahhaha. Jessie, Isabel and I (awesome grammar xD) looked like hobos because were were huddling around the noodle cup Christina gave us because she didn't want it anymore. We were acting like Youngies again! lol. There was no Melba today. I got home and played MapleStory with Jessie. hahah. It was fun. Shall recuit more maple members. (viv is nearly converted) Erica