Monday, September 20, 2010
Collection of Thoughts
Ugh,
14 is a stupid age. Hate it. Well, right now anyway. I feel young and kid-ish. People my age can be cruel. I feel short, disproportioned, squinty eyed, in need of a haircut and... I don't know. Out of place.
Sometimes, smiling can be so draining. It just. Well, drains up energy. Cheerfulness just seeps it like some sort of vacuum.
I wish I could punch jealousy in the face. See, this is another thing that eats you up from the inside.
I'm sick of being a moody little teenager. I'm not trying to be mean. Really.
Not up to a social gathering where I have to put on a bright happy smiley cheerful face and talk and laugh and talk more.
Well, time to be happy again. Or maybe for the first time, I won't be able to do it. And I'll just stay in this sullen mood. No, actually, I think I'll manage. As always. I'm slightly annoyed with myself for that.
Hm.
Me
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3 thoughts:
is this about me telling you were short yesterday and that you needed milk? 0.0 if it is, i'm sorry! i was only joking! it's not good to be tall, trust me. 80% of the community of asian dudes are all shorter than you T.T AND ENJOY BEING 14! WOO! I'M 14 STILL! GO THE 14 YEAR OLDS!! :D
haha. no vicky. it was from before, nothing to do with what you said. lol. dw about it. and hm.. yeah, 14 is sometimes a good age i guess... sometimes.
after having been in china for quite a while, i have realised... I AM NOT SHORT. by chinese standards. so at least take solace in that wonderful fact, since we seem to be around the same height. i do think you will grow taller though because your sister and mother are taller than you at this moment.
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