So,
I haven't blogged in a while. It's been normal. With happy days, sad days, angry days, normal days where I think too much and make it tilt on the sad day side, normal days. Nothing much really. I went to Denzel's new house yesterday night and that was fun. Because I haven't like actually seen them in ages and I guess I kinda miss 'em. School has been. Normal. I think I'm slowly coming to terms with the fact that I don't have one omg-ingly close bosom (lol at that word) friend. Instead, I have a small group of people who I call my good friends. And yes, I'm quite happy.
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Oh. Ew. It just came to my mind that I have school tomorrow. 6 more weeks. Yes I have been counting. And hm. I have realized that I am a very easily jealous person. Which is really bad. But like, how do you stop being jealous and make yourself happy for another person's successes and the good things that they have. It also links to me being grateful for what I already have. omg. Why must humans always want what they don't have? And even when they get it, they want more again. It's like this hunger that can't be satisfied. Hmm. They say this is where God comes in. There's like this God shaped void in people and people try to fill it with drugs, alcohol etc. But it doesn't work. You see, as I Christian that is always a good girl and goes to church, I know this. But it's easier said than done. Like. Oh idk. Too young to be thinking so much. lol. I'll just do what I can to live a happy life and maybe, make other people's lives happy too.
Okayy. My thoughts are really scattered today.
Erica.
2 thoughts:
WELL. i would like to suggest you don't use the word 'bosom.' because..........well the first meaning that always pops into my head isn't pleasant.
let's see. i wanna be a rock star, play music to people and tour, but that is impossible. and i know that. all i can do is listen to other people's music and try to live a life as close to being rock star-ish.
also, i want to sip martinis, daiquiris and margaritas all day in a nice european mansion but NO. i had to be some kid who lives in desolate australia. yup.
yes, well i never knew it meant that until. well. very recently. hahaha. and well, you could become a rockstar one day. maybe. you never kno. or u cld be like those rock star managers who pretty much live a rockstar life anyway.
ew. martinis have alcohol in them don't they? i don't really like the taste of alcohol. but a nice eurpean mansion wld be AWESOME. and hey, better than being some kid living in like africa. starving. or being chased by a cheetah or something. o.o
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