Saturday, January 9, 2010

Regrets...

Funny, My little mind hasn't had the capacity to register that it's a new year. That next year has become this year and the new next year is 2011. That I'm officially in Year 9 and sort of 14 years old. That last year is over. That Christmas is over. That I'm going back home in Malaysia like tomorrow. And although I still call Malaysia home, I call Australia home as well. I think the worst thing about moving here, other than leaving everything and everyone there, is knowing that time has gone on without me. I moved on, but my friends moved on too. And it hurts just a little. Okay, it's selfish, but whatever. And I know that if I ever went back, like for good, I'd never have the same life I would have had if I had stayed. The gap is too big. *sigh* regrets Still, I'm glad I came here. But... Nevermind. I'll get over it in a few hours. Give or take a couple. Tim Tan

2 thoughts:

Neridah said...

o.o i feel sorry for when you have to choose between oz and malaysia when you're 18.

Erica Tan said...

i kno...