Summary of Me?

The holidays have FINALLY begun. And I'll be spending a whole week with extended family at some beach place called Merimbula. Yes, I'm excited. I might not seem it, as you can see, I'm not typing in caps. But that's just because I'm not as excited at this exact moment. I'm, yet again, in one of those thoughtful moods. Which isn't always good. So here's a summary of me. I'm the type of girl who like being left alone at home. To read. And by left alone, it means that people are in the house, but they're doing whatever they're doing. But then, I also like to be talked to. And feel needed. (dependant much?) I'm overly dependant on what other people think of me. And sometimes, I really hate that part of me. I'm extremely bad at talking about unshallow things. Umm. That sounds bad. More like I'm horrible at anything other than small talk. And it's weird... When I try to, somehow, it comes out forced, awkward and unnatural. So then, I don't try again. If anyone could read my mind, I don't think they would think I was a very nice person. But hey, I'm trying. I have a passion for fooddddd. Sometimes, me talking about my passion can bore people. Sorry, but that's just me. I'm out of ideas. And time. Erica