A Much Needed Holiday

MERRY belated CHRISTMASS!!! Late nights. Food. Smiles and laughter. Family. Friends. Funny. My posts began with what happened in my life. Like oh, I went for a BBQ with Denzel and family. I went to the City. I had fun. Stuff like that. Then, this year came, and I had all these thoughts and I needed to rant somewhere. So that place was here. This year, I changed a whole lot. At least I think so. I might not seem any different, but everything just feels different. I'm going throught... Ugh. I don't wanna say it. The P word. Puberty. AAAAAAAAK. ok, I said it. The last... Semester was kinda hard. But somehow, I got through it. And I'm hoping its over. But there's always that nagging fear that next year might be the same. BUT I will be optimistic. Besides, what's the use of thinking about the future. There are enough worries in the present, right? Well, not many worries for me. Not right now at least. This weeks been fun filled. What with Christmas Eve dinner with all extended family, Christmas dinner with friends, Tessa's birthday. But, I haven't seen school friends at all. And I can't plan any thing because they're ALL GONE. Well, gone overseas... Maybe they wouldn't even wanna see me if they were here. Scratch that. Hey, I can't help it if that thought comes to mind. Yeeesh. I really need to stop complaining. It's bad for my health. lol. Right now, the only thing bugging me, other than the above, is that I have massive eyebags. From not sleeping enough. But if that's the price of happiness, I'm happy to pay up. It's been too long since I've laughed to hard and talked so much. I really needed this holiday and it's doing wonders. Don't burst my bubble. It might burst when holidays end, but for now, I'm happy. Erica