Thursday, November 5, 2009
Me Raving Again
Okay,
I checked and I missed by one post. So I have 2 months where I posted 7 posts. Which sucks. So this month I will have to post 8. I MISSED BY ONE! How unlucky is that? Numbers hate me. But whtevs numbers & Math, I'm returning to favour. Anyway, we went to the Melbourne Zoo today. Which was pretty uneventful actually. All I have to say is that I'm gonna complain that we didn't have enough time to finish all 3 booklets in the space of... half a day.
So anyway, I am now very rational and practical. I think. I really want a best friend. Like a BEST friend. Everyone seems to have one. But well, I guess I'm just not 'friend' material. Not that I care. Ok fine, maybe I do. But whtever. I have like a billion theories for that reason. I shall list a few.
Being boring, uninteresting, annoying, clingy?, easily offended?, nothing in common, different? and so on. The list continues. I don't get it. And I should be satisfied to leave it that way. That maybe, I'm not meant to be in the friendship group I'm in. But well, somehow, I care too much. Evaluate too much. And think too much yet again.
I was thinking do people hate me? But then, that's overreacting, people just like other people better than they like me. I'll bet that it was always like that, I just never noticed until now. Or I'm just overthinking as usual. Not that I care. Need someone to talk to that won't judge me.
Omg, I think this might be all because I sat with Angela on the bus. Wow, I need to like... Take a break in examining people and their reactions and stuff.
Another really disjointed post. Me raving. Again.
On a happier note, I'm GOING TO post 8 posts this month and beat my record.
Debating on whether to publish this post.
It might make the 7 go to 8 this month.
Okay fine, I'll post it.
Erica
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3 thoughts:
wow, you're happy that you're going to post 8 times a month. that really says a lot about your life.
okay i'll stop being mean now. go on social networking sites and find a friend who will be able to fill that empty soul.
I think you should be yourself around your friends, be happy with your life, and don't think too much. Yes, you probably shouldn't examine people and their reactions because it might make them feel uneasy. Don't put yourself down, it's really bad for you. Personally, I think you're really interesting tbh =) oh, and I too like playing soccer =)
~Evelyn
you. are. an. overthinking. machine.
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