Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Random Snap Thoughts

Random thoughts... Don't bother reading this. It's just me raving about nothing. You won't get it, believe me. It doesn't flow. It's totally random and silly and weird. So, yea. If you do, don't laugh or tell anyone to read it. Cos its silly. You can't please everybody, I can't please everybody. It's not possible for anyone to please everyone. I like to be liked, is that so wrong? Thinking too much can make you feel judged. That people are judging you. But then, maybe they are. I'm not scared of dying. What I'm scared of, is people not caring that I died. Ouch. I'm scared people won't come to my funeral or something. I know my family will, cos they are the best and I love them. But still, I would want friends right? My goal is to get a scholarship to Uni. Then, I can travel the world. I wanna be remembered. Being unique is great, like my thumb, it's unique. Skinny, fat, who cares? Funnilly enough, I do. Cos I know how it feels like to be both. Sort of. Being allergic to things suck. I wish I was a little girl again. Although I might have been judged, I had this shield and I wouldn't care. Hate guys who are arrogant and pushy and meddling. Well, at least, I hate the guy in the show I'm watching. Am I annoying? If I am, I need to stop. I talk about food too much. Umm... Okay. I have random thoughts. Tommy

1 thoughts:

Isabel said...

since this blog has been jumpy and all-over-the-place, my comment will be aswell. nah it's normal to want people to like you. hm what else. i don't actually care about my funeral. get a scholarship, go to uni then travel the world? the most extraordinarily ordinary thing i've heard in a long while. having a, as you say, unique, thumb is not something to be proud of. is that the only thing that's unique about YOU? so you're allergic? as it happens so am i - to band-aids. being a little girl means you're dumb and everyone hates you (you may say you don't care, but i'm just stating facts. the majority of teenagers would love to see a 8 year-old drop their ice-cream cone). i hate guys who are idiots, take things too seriously, think they're the best thing since sliced bread, and were popular in high school then grew up to be boring lawyers and executives. i used to mildly enjoy food before you came along.