'Letting it out?'

Okay, Firstly, Isabel, are you crazy? Or maybe you were just really bored, but what is with those comments???? Anyway, I went to the doctor's the other day (for my ew. face rash) and guess what the doctor said! The chinese doctor said that my fingers, that area always really cold and are like frost bitten, might be because of anger. And that I kept my anger in too much and that that directly affects my health. And then Mum went on saying that I should let it out and tell her. Yes, well, I'm just the type of person who doesn't like 'letting it out' and it has become a habit to bottle it up inside. Just cos it's easier. Plus before that, my mum was talking to her friends, and they said my face rash might be due to stress. Now, that might have a tinge of truth in it. But I'm over depressed, think too much girl and am back to my normal self. Hopefully. It's really stupid, but the more you think about pretty much anything, the more you see the bad things and after you're over it, there will always be this naggy tug at the back of your mind, worried about something that's not there. But then, that's just me. I really need to stop. I also need to stop eating when I'm bored, annoyed, in a bad mood, not hungry, hungry. Pretty much just stop eating when I'm not supposed to. Food is my refuge. And so is my mind. When I'm angry, sad or whatever else, I have a million things running through my head and no one ever hears them. The stuff I blog about are only about 0.0001%. The stuff that comes out of my mouth is 0.0000001%. Another pointless post, Cherrycookie