Nonsensical Nonsense

So, I haven't really been in a bloggy mood in a while. I'm not even in one now. I just feel kinda obliged to post something because well. I've had like 3 failed blogs and this ones gotten so far. I'm not giving up now. I don't really have much to talk about because life has just been one big. ball of yarn. Not the greatest metaphore but it was the best I could do. You see, home's been. Ugh. Some days are okay. Other days I feel like just screaming my head off and jumping up and down. It's what everyone else seems to be doing. But then I'll just be giving in. I have a theory. There's a crazy streak in my family. Or maybe not because my parents seem mostly okay and my cousins seem fine. But my siblings. Well, don't even let me start on the problems. And somehow, inside, I think there's this uncontrollable mad thing that could just blow up. At least school's been alright. My friends have been good. It was Vicky's birthday yesterday and I baked her a really yummy Devil's Food Cake. Anyway, it's funny how God knows just how much I can handle. If thing's were going bad at school, my head would just burst in a million pieces and the explosion would be so big that you would find bits of me floating around in space. Wow. Did I just say that? This is a really odd post. Me just rambling nonsensical nonsense. Ignore me. Wait no don't. Cos then I'll feel unloved. Yes, I used that word. The word people use when they feel unloved. Eeek. Okay I'm not liking that word now. The Fortunate Unhappy (Shakespeare, Twelfth Night) Erica

Jam-packed 3 week holiday

So, Here's an overview of my extremely activity-packed holidays. I'm hoping I don't miss anything out. o.o Because it was fun. :) Note: Don't be intimidated by how long it looks. It's not that bad. Okay, maybe it is. kinda sorta really long... I still hope you'll read it! hehe.. Week 1 13th Sept (Monday) - Isabel and Viv at my house. INCEPTION! And Mt Waverley village. :D I think I've posted on that already. 14th Sept (Tuesday) - Went to Ashlyn's house with Joyee and Jess. Pizza for dinner. I mean lunch. Wow. I'm not really thinking straight. Yum. :) And we watched half of this old horror movie called 'IT'. About clowns. I kept getting chills from it for about 3 days after that. I am such a wimp. -.- Clowns. Seriously. Oh and we baked chocolate souffle. :P 16th Sept (Thursday) - Baking day at Rosie's!!!! Baked deeelicious apple crumble and pizza thing. Walked to the park. Pizza dough thing was a small disaster. heeehee. Let's just say my top smelt like dough when I got home. 19th Sept (Monday) - Roar church social thingo. YUM CHAA! In the city. It was okay. I got to know Kim better. :) We had this Amazing Race thing. It was weird. But interesting. o.o Week 2 (Yes, my week is Monday to Sunday. Not Sun to Mon. That's just weird.) (I give up on dates.) Tuesday - Christina's birthday!! With Vic and Nicole and Emily and other random people I don't really know. We watched Salt in GOLD CLASS (first time). Although the wedges and ice-cream were really really yummy, I still think it ain't all that worth the money. xP But maybe that's because I didn't order any Lindt stuff. xP Sunday - Sleepover at Leesh's house. Watched Matrix 2 and 3. :D I didn't like the ending though... Week 3 Monday - Yum Cha with Vic, Nicole, Viv and Christina. That was fun. I had been wanting to go for Yum Cha with friends for aaages. Then we watched Easy A. Not bad. Quite funny in some parts. Wednesday - Sleepover at Jen's with Tess and Eunice. Baked more. :P Mini berry crumbles, brownies and banana muffins. YUM. Thursday - Watched Korean version of Boys over Flowers at Jen's. Don't laugh. xP And then we went to Knox for DESPICABLE ME! I loooove the minions. :D And they're gibberish talk. Friday - We went to Caribbean Market because they had free rides for that day. With the Sims! And I think I finally got Keesha (idk how to spell her name o.o) to like me. :P Because I kept piggy-backing her and pushing her on the swing. xP And we played some soccer. :D Then we went to the Sims house. I miss spending time with them so it was heaps of fun. We played hide-and-seek. It sounds childish but it actually was fun. And truth or dare too. It was kinda lame. But funny at the same time. :) Bad thing was I lost one of my favourite earrings. :( It's the bronze one with a butterfly and a hoop thing... I'm hoping they find it though. Saturday - We were going to go to an alpaka (spelling?) farm but we couldn't go for... Reasons I will not mention. BUT! We met up with our church friends at Hastings for the picnic thing. :D So it was okay. We played like 3 hours of soccer. But it didn't even feel like it because it's just so much fun. :) Kendrick lost his ring on the field. o.o 2 lost things in 2 days. Hmm... So it was a really great holiday. Jam packed with fun. Though there were some not so great times at home. Ah well. Oh and in between all that, I managed to cook roast chicken for dinner one night, bake a failed banana bread and SIEW BAO! If you don't know what it is, google it. It's yummy. :) I might've made pizza too. Idk. Not particularly looking forward to school. Erica

Collection of Thoughts

Ugh, 14 is a stupid age. Hate it. Well, right now anyway. I feel young and kid-ish. People my age can be cruel. I feel short, disproportioned, squinty eyed, in need of a haircut and... I don't know. Out of place. Sometimes, smiling can be so draining. It just. Well, drains up energy. Cheerfulness just seeps it like some sort of vacuum. I wish I could punch jealousy in the face. See, this is another thing that eats you up from the inside. I'm sick of being a moody little teenager. I'm not trying to be mean. Really. Not up to a social gathering where I have to put on a bright happy smiley cheerful face and talk and laugh and talk more. Well, time to be happy again. Or maybe for the first time, I won't be able to do it. And I'll just stay in this sullen mood. No, actually, I think I'll manage. As always. I'm slightly annoyed with myself for that. Hm. Me

Friends came over

Yesterday, Technically the first day of the holidays if you don't count the weekend. WHOOO. HOLIDAYS! Right. So. I shall start with the happenings of the day. Viv and Isabel came over. Isabel came early, as per usual. lol. Dw Isabel, I actually don't mind. :P And we played MapleStory! Yay. Yes, I'm hooked again, which can't be a good thing. But who really cares? And Viv, I don't care what is wrong with your computer, but you are going to MAKE MAPLE WORK. :D Then, we walked to Mt Waverley Village (no shorter name I don't think) for lunch. It actually isn't thaaaat far. lol. Omgsh, the curry pie from Swiss bakery was yummy. The pastry was all crisp and buttery and unhealthy. But oh well. Viv decided to go healthy and eat Subway. BUT she broke the healthiness with Subway cookies. But that's okay. She was generous and shared. :D Got home and watched Inception. I would have killed the phone. Seriously. It just kept ringing and disrupting my Inception watching-ness. And then, I had to walk to get Jon from school because Dad wasn't gonna be home in time. Only when I got there, I met them there. -.- At least I didn't have to walk all the way home again... Oh oh. Funny bit. First, Isabel's mum picked her up. Then, Mum drove Viv to the bus stop. On the way back from the bus stop, my phone rang. It was Viv. 'OMG, I LEFT MY CHARGER IN YOUR HOUSE! GET IT GET IT GET IT!!' Yes. Seconds later after I hung up, the phone rang again. It was Isabel. 'Omg. I left my charger and laptop at your house. Coming over soon.' ... Rushed to get Viv's charger. Drove down and thankfully, her bus hadn't come yet. Gave Viv her charger. Got home. A while after, Isabel sneakily arrived without me noticing took her stuff and I only caught her on the way out. Dude, if I didn't see her, I would have thought her stuff disappeared into thin air... Okay day. TimTan

Thank God You're Here

Today, Was another averagely good-ish day. We watched She's the man in English. And erm. Yeah. In assembly, (our first in ages. not that I care that much) Mr Argall mentioned something about Thank God You're Here. I don't remember much, but I just wanna say. THANK GOD YOU'RE HERE! That includes everyone in my life who has, in any stage, made me smile/laugh/feel better/have the fuzzy warm feeling inside/happy/feel loved etc. Or just been there for me. You know who you are. xP Oh, I was interviewed today for an inter school scholarship. I was nervous, but I felt better when I found out it was just 3 friendly, smiley old ladies who were PLC old collegians. They asked about Dame Nelly Melba. I failed. I said she was some plane person but she was an opera singer. I KNEW THAT. I just couldn't remember it. Idk why. Don't ask. Oh. Last Friday, we had a flute day. Which was fun. OMG. I went so high during the masterclass type thing. 2 cupcakes, carrot cake with ICING and banana cake. Hmmm. Not so good for me. But OH so delicious. I apologize for lack of photos. Melissa and Cynthia looked at me weirdly because I kept randomly doing random things. :P Life goes on. Oh nice line. I like that line. I shall repeat it. Life goes on. TimTan

Liar liar.

You can lie to me all you damn want. Just stop lying to yourself. Throwing silent tantrums. It's so hard to rid frustration silently. Without the help of loud bangs and screams. Forgive 7x7 times. Gah. Help. Gosh, why can't you just admit it? Blatantly obvious, but you don't want to see it. This is so not good for me. Me.

Spring 2010

Pinch, punch, first day of the month. So that was yesterday. But whatever.. I didn't have time to blog. Anyway, so it was the first day of spring, though it was rainy and didn't look like it. Today was more like spring. Sunny blue, almost cloudless sky. What happened? Well, it was just a normal Wednesday at school. Jessie dragged me to Anime Club, but something didn't work. We ended up spending the rest of lunch there anyways. Lulu shared some of her blood orange. Ohmygosh it was like. purple. and the juice was like. purply red. like blood. It tasted like a normal orange, but had a slight berry flavour. It was interesting. :P Today was also a normal good-ish okay day. Lunch was fun. Bahhaha. Jessie, Isabel and I (awesome grammar xD) looked like hobos because were were huddling around the noodle cup Christina gave us because she didn't want it anymore. We were acting like Youngies again! lol. There was no Melba today. I got home and played MapleStory with Jessie. hahah. It was fun. Shall recuit more maple members. (viv is nearly converted) Erica