Shut up. Please, just shut up.
I can hear you, you know that, right? Tears are streaming down my face, and you just go on and on and on. Just stop. Please. And leave me alone. It doesn't have anything ANYTHING to do with you. So just please please stop it. You can't have any idea how much it affects me. So I'm asking you, begging you to leave me alone.
It's like you're trying to make me hate you. Do you really want that? I don't. I don't. Really truly don't. Every word you say hurts. I can feel it sounding in my head. It's gonna make everything worse. So just STOP. You don't understand, you can't. So I'm just telling you to leave me alone.
I can't keep forgiving and forgiving. One day, I'm going to get SO sick of it, I'll just stop. And then, the damage will be done. Irreversible. Do you want that? I don't. I already told you, I don't. I just want it all to stop. You have a freaking problem, I know. But just leave me freaking out of it. It has NOTHING to do with me.
Tearful and puffy-eyed.
Me
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Wow. Um, are you alright? Sounds like you're going through quite a tough time right now. I'm not quite sure what this is really about but I hope it doesn't stand in your way any longer. Would you like to tell me about it? Msn perhaps? Reply when you feel like talking.
i feel bad. sorry :( if it's me then i'll listen to you and understand and apologize a million times and mean it. if it's someone else then i'm still sorry. this post actually made me sad as well.
you know you always have my number D:. when i'm sad i like to ring viv because she's good at making the tears stop. and don't worry it's not bad to cry because i cry a lot, it's just why we cry.
.....:(
we all go through these type of things when we want someone to shut up.
it's kinda hard to get through this stage, some think it's impossible. but i tell you it is impossible, only if you believe it is.
so anyway, don't feel sad..smile (: it's hard to do so but you have to get rid of the things that are bothering you or you'll be sad for the rest of your life.
even though i'm 10000000 miles away from you, we can stillhave a little chat :)
:0 /pats head and gives you chocolate :D. feel better, next time throw a hot pie at the person, though, if its me, i'll slap you for throwing the pie :O
i love you guys. it means a WHOLE LOT to me. and yes, all ur comments did make me smile and feel better. i was just feeling kinda um. bad that night. i'll try to tell you guys, but it's sorta hard to explain. oh and no isabel, surprisingly its not u. :) i shld've thought of calling someone. i'll do that next time.
thankyouthankyouthannkyouthankyouthankyouthankyou. feeling better now. i'll be fine. sry for making you feel sad, rly didnt mean to. thx again.
erica
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